I was'nt implying he tried to commit suicide (but is possible as a guy not far from here in Woolgoolga did so on purpose) , but more that he may have been fooling around or that the gun had in fact been modified (purposefull) . We have a gun that should not fire unless the safety plunger is pressed back , a gun that was pointing at his head and a gun that had the trigger pulled all at the same time .