My exact thoughts Chris...you look at all you do in a day, the work the travel and the extra stuff. I know my wife worries everyday, even though she knows i'm trained and now my job there is always somthing out of our control....same with the fire dept, you never know WHEN and if its going to happen. Just live each day to the fullest and take nothing for granted. You are only here for a short time anyway, so make the most of it. Trbo